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My name is Jason Davis, I was born a
month premature because my mother had developed a condition called
Toxemia. I experienced repeated life and death asthma attacks as a
baby due to an allergy to milk. I would get rushed to the hospital
and the doctors would restrain me and give me shots of adrenaline to
get breathing again. The result of this early history of illness
was that my body was tuned to be in emergency reaction mode all the
time. Throughout my life I was traumatized and unable to relax no
matter what I tried. My body felt tight, I felt emotionally
shutdown and I was afraid of many things. Of course I do not
consciously remember any of those early experiences but my body did.
As a result I tried many different
things to feel better. If someone told me about a treatment
modality I would try it. At first I tried things like NLP, EFT,
focusing, the Sedona method, attended many self help seminars, and
pursued positive thinking to feel better. I was constantly reading
self help books. I started to pursue more spiritual methods like
meditation, satsangs, shamanic journeying, past life work, and I had
some mystical experiences but they did nothing to help with my fear
and in some cases made it worse. I also tried many therapies like
Somatic experiencing, Somatic Perinatal Process workshops, Sensory
Awareness, Focusing, Craniosacral therapy and Hakomi. These were
very helpful because they taught me that I was suffering from post
traumatic stress disorder and that it was very deep because it
occurred at such a young age, it happened intensely, repeatedly, and
I had no way to stop it from reoccurring. I also tried body work
like Chi Nei Tsang, Viseral Manipulation, Massage, and Rolfing.
These methods did help me to get used to difficult sensations and
did help me let go of some of the tightness in my body but they did
not provide the relief I was looking for. I also did energy work,
like learning many forms of Qigong, Reiki, Acupuncture, Angel
Therapy, and Hatha and Yin yoga. Once again, these were very good
methods but did not provide the relief that I was looking for.
One consequence of doing all of this
work is that I opened up my distressful feelings too quickly and it
was more then I could handle. Basically I did not have the ability
or resources to handle what I had forcefully opened up. I felt
terrified all the time and was shaking constantly. It was hard to
function and perform day to day activities. On weekends I would sit
in the park and just try to get through the day. I tried to hide
what I was going through from the people around me but most knew
something was not right. My mother especially was very worried
about me.
Finally I encountered a Pangu Shengong
instructor named Rod Taylor and told him about what was happening to
me. He gave me an energy healing and I felt much better, like I was
being supported lovingly by the energy. I then learned the moving
form and practiced it for a month before heading to Master Ou’s
office in San Francisco. I learned the non-moving form and the
healing skill that day. Afterwards I had to head straight to my
hotel and sleep for several hours. I was exhausted but my nervous
system felt like it had been given a rest from constantly being in
emergency mode all the time.
When I got home I made sure to practice
every day. The Pangu Shengong was allowing me to be functional
again. I was able to work and live life again. Profound changes
have occurred after I have attended courses taught by Master Ou.
Every time I attend a course I can feel Master Ou’s energy working
on me. I have learned to trust the energy healing of Pangu Shengong
because it is so supportive, loving, gentle yet powerful. I
remember at one weekend set of courses my adrenal glands where
pulsing strongly in my lower back the whole time and bringing up
some strong feelings but by the end of the weekend something major
had shifted. My body had finally settled down. The alarm that had
constantly been going off in my body had stopped. This was mind
blowing to me because I had worked so hard for so many years to have
that happen and Master Ou was able to achieve it in a weekend. I
continue to attend his courses because I am constantly healing,
improving, and learning something new.
I like that Pangu Shengong promotes
kindness, advocates assisting others, and that it is so profoundly
supportive. I have a sense of well being and contentment in my life
that I never had before. I have found that many bad habits I had in
the past have simply fallen away. Pangu Shengong seems to be
working at a deep level on improving my heart and soul. For this I
am forever grateful to Master Ou. He has shown incredible patience
and kindness towards me. This is a simple yet powerful qigong that
can make many people’s lives much better. |