August 12, 2005

Dear Master Ou:

            How are you?  I am  Sun Guixin from Zhongshan city and I am fifty one years old.  Before I practiced Pan Gu Shengong I had several serious diseases.  I had the surgery for my breast tumor, and I also had the surgery for the cholelithiasis.  The surgery was very difficult and it took about six and half hours.  After the surgery I had an infection and a high fever.  Even though I was treated with the most advanced medications, I had little improvement.  I came to the boundary between life and death.  Everyday I had many colleagues and friends visiting me in the hospital.  When they saw that I was sick seriously, they felt very sorry for me and they said goodbye to me with heavy tears.  The doctor and the supervisor shook their heads when visiting me.  Even the old man who collected corpses in the hospital came over a few times in a day to check whether I had died.  I endured the extraordinary anguish in my heart.  One day when the doctor checked my room, I suddenly got up from my bed and crawled to the front of him.  I begged him to save my life, and I told him that I couldn’t die as I worried about my young daughter at home.  At that moment there were four tubes inserting to my body, and my unexpected action surprised the doctor.  He immediately asked the nurse to hold me and help me lie down.  My strong desire to live moved the doctor and he kept saying that he would try his best.  He left for quite a while, and then he brought four coin-size tablets of medicine for me.  He said to me: “Guixin Sun, I had tried my best to save you, but this time your situation depended on yourself.  I hoped that your situation could be improved after taking these pills; otherwise, even supernatural beings couldn’t save your life.” I took the medicine and I gradually got rid of the fever.  However, after a few hours I felt uncomfortable again.  My friend, a patient, helped me find the doctor right away.  I was sent to the emergency room and my life was saved.  However, my diseases didn’t get any improvement, and I suffered a great deal.  After I left the hospital, my health situation was getting worse day by day:  my muscles were shrunk and I became very skinny; my head was dizzy; lots of my hair was gone; my teeth kept bleeding and I couldn’t brush my teeth but only rinsed them with mouth wash.  I couldn’t turn around when sleeping and I felt so tired that I had to get up and seat for a while in the midnight.  Afterwards I found that there was a tumor on my head.  I felt very painful when touching it with my hand.  At night when I was sleeping, I had cramps.  I sensed that I had not many days left in my life.  I am a single mother, and if I died, who would take care of my daughter?  As I wanted my daughter to have someone to depend on, I got her permission and found a nominal mother for her.  Later my colleagues introduced Pan Gu Shengong to me.  I thought as long as there was a hope I must try it, and then in the same day I paid the tuition fee and learned PGSG.  After practicing PGSG for a week, as I recited the password before the practice, I suddenly felt all my vital internal organs were painful.  I felt cold and hot and I had a cramp.  My body kept shaking even though I was covered with two quilts filled with cotton wadding.  I took several types of pain-killer and I felt better after two hours.  I got up and continued practicing PGSG again.  However, once I recited the password, the pain came back.  I was wondering why it happened this way.  Afterwards I remembered in Master Ou’s lecture tape he had talked about Xie Yun.  The more Xie Yun felt painful when practicing PGSG, the more she practiced.  Feeling painful during the practice was a good phenomenon.  Then I promised to myself that I would learn from Xie Yun and try harder to conquer the difficulties.  As Xie Yun could heal her diseases by practicing PGSG, I could surely do so as well.  Then I decided to quit all the medications.  I concentrated on practicing PGSG and reading Master Ou’s books to comprehend the implications of the 32 characters of the PGSG password, to learn the principle of being kind and benevolent and the principle of being frankness and friendliness, and to understand the relationship between the PGSG practice and how to conduct myself.  I gradually realized that being kind and benevolent is the key to correctly learn and manage all kinds of things, and therefore I would like to conduct myself with the 32 characters of the password.  Through studying Master Ou’s article “The Harmony of the Heaven, the Earth, and the Human Being”, I comprehended one of the sentences “Hard tempering yields great achievement.”  As a result, when I was practicing PGSG, I was not afraid to suffer.  Sometimes I felt as if someone was moving my vital internal organs in my stomach back and forth, and my whole stomach expanded dramatically as if it would explode.  I felt both of my legs were as painful as be chopped into nine pieces.  These unbearable pains continued in 60 days.  Even though the pains were so dreadful, I continued practicing as I understood why the pains became more severe during the practice.  It was because I absorbed the energies from the universe during the practice and the energies helped me cure my diseases and adjust the functioning of my body.  Therefore, I was more willing to practice PGSG and increased the number of times of the practice.  Sometimes I practiced 15 to 16 hours a day.  As my body had absorbed sufficient energies, the more I practiced the more comfortable I felt.  My teeth were also painful during the daily practice and the gums had five ulcers.  Some senior PGSG practitioners knew my situation and they suggested me reading Master Ou’s poems which could help to ease pains.  Then everyday I opened Master Ou’s poetry anthology and sang his poems, and my toothache was gone eventually.  Gradually I have learned how to sing and I can sing very well.  By singing Master Ou’s poems, I become healthier and happier.  Now I have a pleasant mind and my life is filled with interests. 

            After several months’ torture, I finally overcame the difficulties.  Through working on the five kinds of practices (practicing PGSG, reading Master Ou’s books, giving healings to patients, conducting myself, and guiding others) taught by Master Ou, I have learned how to conduct myself and help more people walk on the way to be healthier and happier.  For instance, when I guided a patient who had lupus to learn PGSG, I not only told her my own experience but also encouraged her with the successful case of Xie Yun, an excellent PGSG practitioner who had very touching practice and healing experience.  The patient was deeply moved with the live testimonies and therefore she learned PGSG in the day.  Before long her condition improved a lot and she was very happy about that.  I was also very happy for her.  I realize that helping others is actually helping myself, and practicing PGSG promotes universal love and contribution.  I make up my mind to guide more people to learn PGSG and contribute myself to the human beings.  I won’t mind spending my time on helping others, and I will provide my help to them whenever they need it.   

     Here again I sincerely thank for the great love from Pan Gu Shengong.  I express my gratitude to Master Ou, and all senior PGSG practitioners!  I wish the human beings healthy and happy! 

Sincerely,

Sun Guixin